I saw this on
D`Anerah's blog, and I hope she doesn't mind, but I thought it was pretty cool so I nabbed it...
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[in the morning i am]: tired and wanting to stay asleep
[love is]: Personally, I think Love is something for other people
[i dream about]: Actually meeting a responsible man. (Really, R turning into a responsible man)
W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: strength of character, confidence, maturity, ability to take care of business
W H O-
[is your hero]: My Grandma, who was killed in 1986 in a car wreck along with my grandpa...
[makes your heart thump]: (everyone knows my answer to this, I think...lol) Hawk ...and R too, lately...
H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: R was my best friend when we met... still is, I guess.. I rarely have female friends...
D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[could you live without the computer?]: Not hardly! My only link to "real" people
[what's your favorite food?]: Chicken and veggies, any style...
[whats your favorite fruit?]: apples.
[what hurts more? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional
[trust others easily?]: some people, yes, most people, no
N U M B E R-
[of times i have had my heart broken? ]: Just once, really. Will Williams, 2001... That one still hurts...
[of hearts i have broken?] : none. I have never broken off a relationship.
[of boys i have kissed?] : HA!! Like I know the answer to that...lol
[of girls i have kissed?] : one
[of drugs taken illegally?] : When I was young, I experimented a bit... But none in the last 20 years
[of tight friends?] : Mainly, just R... Well, there is Greg, but he moved to Texas, and Barbara who lives up by Topeka but I only talk to her every few months these days...
[of cd's that i own?] : about 300 probably
[of scars on my body?] : just a few teeny ones, and the ones from gall badder surgery
[of things in my past that i regret?]:Lots of little things, but the one big one... Not saying "I love you" to my grandpa in the hospital before he died, even though is was unconscious and may not have heard me...
O.T.H.E.R. T.H.I.N.G.S.-
[i know]: That I am the most confused person I know
[i want]: A stable homelife
[i have]: Great kids (although my daughter I sometimes wonder about...)
[i wish]: Things were more "cut and dried"... that I could be happy with R
[i hate]: irresponsibility, racism, and volurtary ignorance
[i miss]: Living in the country
[i fear]: Losing my son, or R.
[i hear]: The fan in the kitchen, and my sick son blowing his nose...lol
[i love]: I don't know that I know what love is, other than the love I have for my son
[i ache]: Times like now, when my son is sick and doesn't understand it
[i always]: wear my seat belt
[i dance]: At home, there is no where here in Hick County to go dancing...lol
[i don't always]:
[i write]: To keep my head from exploding
[i can usually be found]: AT the computer, with my son, or at work
[have you ever played a game that made u take off clothing?]: Once
[if so, when and with who]: In 7th grade, at the park, with my friends Kristi and Darrin (Darrin lost!! lol)
[favorite place to be kissed?]: my neck
[have you ever been caught "doing something"]: Oh boy, ask me about that one sometime...lol
[druggie]:An experimental one in High School... mainly to fit in with the crowd I was in
[gang member]: nope.
[daydreamer]: #1 past time
[alcoholic]: Occasional beer when I go to play pool
[freak]: Life would be dull if I wasn't!
[brat]:Not even close... way to responsible. (sigh)
[sarcastic]: hehehehe
[goody-goody]: Sometimes, I suppose... it was bred into me...lol
[angel]: no
[devil]: not anymore... life is too serious these days, I guess...
[friend]: yes, to a few
[shy]: way too much
[talkative]: not until I get to know someone really well
[adventurous]: I think so, in certain strains...lol
[intelligent]: Extremely(according to my IQ)... but I think it would be a relief not to be... I think too much...
S.E.L.F-A.N.A.L.Y.S.I.S-
[your best feature]: My hair or my smile (althoug most people say my eyes)
[you are]:Not a people person
[your biggest flaw]: impatience
[most annoying thing you do]:over analyze everything
[biggest mistake you've made this far]: being born?
[describe your personality in three words]: artistic, antisocial, deep
[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]: my eyes, my hair
[person you regret sleeping with]: Treyve. I was 32, he was 21, we were at a party... you know the rest...lol
[a smell that makes you smile]: Wheat stubble in the 100 degree heat of August.. or the smell of my Grandma's favorite face powder...
[a city you'd like to visit]: New Orleans or London
[a drink you order most often]:Jack and coke, or tequilla shots I hate "frilly" drinks
[a delicious dessert]: Just one???
[the music you prefer while alone]: Depends on my mood. From Sinatra to Beethoven to Lacuna Coil to Rob Zombie
[a film you could watch over and over]: Underworld
[a TV show you watch regularly]: We don't watch any television at my house, but if I'm at my mom's I usually watch CMT or HGTV
[your transportation]: Chevy Lumina, white. Typical "mom" sort of car... I'd rather have a truck
[under your bed or in your closet you hide]: I don't have things to hide... under the bed is just stuff I don't have room for anywhere else
[something important on your night table]: nothing important there... alarm clock, something to drink, latest read
[something you like about yourself]: sense of humor?? I can't really think of anything...